Friday, November 06, 2009
This week had been a sad week for me. A very very moody week. It is like there was an overcast over my head. We sent him off yesterday. Everybody was crying. I cried a lot and the tears couldnt stop flowing down. I was on the verge of sadness. I have nvr felt so sad before. :( :( Thinking about it, it made me realised tat I should cherish the ppl tat are around me and not take them for granted and also live ur life to the fullest. It was like my emotions had been mixed up and I couldnt find the right expression to show on my face. All along, I have been looking forward to the day of my birthday but since this thing had happened, it made me think twice, was I really looking forward to day of my birthday??? Even if I was looking forward to it, I dont tink anybody would have the mood to celebrate. There is so much sorrow in the family and I really think nobody is in the mood for celebration. My cousin's birthday fall in the same month as me and I dont tink he could celebrate his birthday too... Well, Im not too sure of tat yet. All I can do is wait and see wat is going to happened. Cherish every moment u have and u wont regret it. This memory is an unforgettable and painful memory. I will nvr forget it. "Death is not the end of one's life. It is actually the beginning of another life in another world. Another world tat does not have pain and sorrow." |
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